Adieu!!

In my blogging experiance for the last few months I have realised that this is not what I wanted. I wanted space for myself..I wanted to serve my thoughts and feelings , however I have not been doing that. I apologise to all my readers for decieving them. Somewhere subconciously I was writing an edited version of what I wanted to say. I was trying to say what you wanted to hear! My very reason for writing my feelings out is to understand myself in relation to the world. I have not succeeded in doing that. There is a difference between what you are and what you want to be and through my writings I was merging these two domains. Now, however since I have realised that though I am me I want to confirm the fact. I am not going, but hence forth my blogs will be annonymous..to filter the desire of being loved by my readers. I will still write but the only thing that ends is my journey on "Freedom to Feel"!!

May God bless you all. Thank You for reading my blogs!

The Rolling Stones!!

The stadium was dark. On the stage The Rolling Stones played with their usual charm and enthusiasm. She was the only one to watch them perform. She sat alone in the dark stadium with her legs folded close to her body and her thin, long ribbon like hands circled around her legs. She looked almost like a gift wrapped parcel ready to surprise someone!! She gazed into the darkness. Her eyes were like two wide, broad windows with a black kolh rim that lead to a neat room with shabby furniture. Wide open as they were would almost remind you of a venus fly trap, attractive and welcoming! She absorbed the music that flowed around her-or did she? A lonely fan circled right above her. She was amused by the continuity of the wings of the fan. Before she realized her eyelids surrendered to the brightness of the dark. It was now time for her to unwind and so she did!

The Rolling Stones!!

The stadium was dark. On the stage The Rolling Stones played with their usual charm and enthusiasm. She was the only one to watch them perform. She sat alone in the dark stadium with her legs folded close to her body and her thin, long ribbon like hands circled around her legs. She looked almost like a gift wrapped parcel ready to surprise someone!! She gazed into the darkness. Her eyes were like two wide, broad windows with a black kolh rim that lead to a neat room with shabby furniture. Wide open as they were would almost remind you of a venus fly trap, attractive and welcoming! She absorbed the music that flowed around her-or did she? A lonely fan circled right above her. She was amused by the continuity of the wings of the fan. Before she realized her eyelids surrendered to the brightness of the dark. It was now time for her to unwind and so she did!