Friday, November 24, 2006

Statement Of Purpose!

Since its the SOP season I thought I shall enjoy it to my fullest! For all the helpless souls who are unaware about what an "SOP" is let me bring you to light. Technically, engineering students making a Statement about why they should be a part of the University and writing things they have done, have not done and also things they will never do, all under the first category and submitting it to universities in USA are called SOPs i.e. Statement Of Purpose! Okay sorry about the awfully long sentence, just that I was too excited!

Somehow the word SOP has become a synonym to the word "desparation" in my mind! In the last couple of weeks I have read through a bunch of SOP's myself. I am listing out the only thing I could capture from what I read.

I know I am not an expert to be saying all this but what the hell I want to say it anyway!!( Alright I am just trying to be nice, I have no regrets writing whatever is lined up here before you!!)

Some SOP's show a lot of passion..so much of it that it sounds obviously fake! The passion of the student seems to be oozing out of every curve in every alphabet! The abundance of motivation portrayed only makes you want to say " Why do you even want an admission to my University, write a book instead, it'll be a bestseller!!" Excess is never attractive..phew! only if more people would understand that!

The next category of SOPs are the one's that have no determination at all!! Reminds me of the extreme poverty and extreme wealth in India. "Requirement to bridge the gap" seems to creep in everywhere!!! Sad, dull, dry and ineffective!! yawnnnn!!! Reading them is like being sentenced for something as grave as running your car over some urchin!

The common characteristics in all SOPs is the English used to write them. Most, I am doubtful, use English! "English is a very phunny language"..oh its not unless you are bent to make it one! The SOPs either sound like an exercise of " use one word for the following phrases" or they narrate stories of how the prince saved the princess from the cruel clutches of the monster!!(even that would be interesting!!). The conversions from the so called "mother tounge" to English is just too obvious at times is'nt it?

Lastly ofcourse comes the "feel" of an SOP!! The most sentimental piece of work that has to be written is an SOP!!! A touchy, passionate, supersenti, almost in the lines of Ekta Kapoor soaps..that is what is needed..or is it??

Monday, November 13, 2006

ORYVBGDMSU!!!!! (In Caps!!)

"You have witnessed the agonies of incomplete love stories,
You have witnessed the ecstacies of immortal love stories,
It's time you witness mine.."!!!!!!
Don worry, I am not going to spill yet another love story before you, that is just a dialouge from Shri Shri Himesh Reshamiya's first movie. Was kinda playing in my mind for a while!!!

The day could'nt have been more boring! A pathetically sunny afternoon and an empty brain can be a depressing combination! CAT, GRE, recos, SOP's, DSP's and Superman are the flavor of the month!!(okay you probably wont understand the Superman part...forget that!!). I want to bitch about a someone but damn, adorable that I am, I follow the rules of "Bitching is bad"!!(Though I dont follow it all the time!!) besides to bitch about the someone I need a someone to listen to me!!!! (okay just wanted to clarify the two someones are different just incase you have'nt noticed that already!!!). Now you probably aware of how sad life has become!

Okay now the Indian Superman(it just occured to me that Indian superman=Krishh!!!!) is giving me the most scornful look. I take your leave...will catch you soon!!!

Friday, November 10, 2006

Happy & Satisfied!

Walking hand in hand with happiness. Dogging all bitchy, self-centered, injust frames of the canvas of the Allmighty and managing to keep the soul light! Still standing strong against sorrow. Still managing to have a "big heart" and forget and forgive the sins of my fellow mates. Still managing to smile at the foolish attempts of unwise souls to "use" me!!! Still managing to absorb sunlight which wets my soul with peace. Still managing to appriciate the beauty He has created for me. Still managing to love.

Kneeling before You to thank You for being with me. To thank You for all You have given me. For the satisfaction You have filled my soul with! I trust Your decision. Love You and always will!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Secret.

As the day falls asleep,
And the night gets alive,
And the silence hums a song,
My empty heart
Narrates empty tales
Of how I've waited so long!
The bunny in the moon
Chuckels with joy
And the wind blows gentle yet strong,
I sit with the stars
And sulk and complaint
Of how I've waited so long!
I stare at the clock
The needle runs fast
My patience races along
I pray for strength
As I secretly know
I yet have to wait for long!


(2/11/2006)
I trust it though it does'nt even exist yet, no written clauses, no promises, no agreements, but thats how Lord works is'nt it? I dont have a reason to believe in it except the fact that I do believe in it! I have no witness, its a word between me and faith! I cannot say it but cannot hide it either! All I know is that my job is to follow, His is to command!