Metal Teeth!!
Finally back again!! Feeling so much at home with this blogger page open before me,almost like sunshine to my soul!!! The moment I logged in it looked at me sulkily saying "Last post 27th September,2006". Made me feel as if it missed me!!
The last entire week has been full of memories, be it kicking a small pebble all the way from college to the station(though after all these efforts it fell in a gutter!!) or be it cursing Pressman(for all those pitiful souls who do not know him,he is an author of the most creative book on Software Engineering!!). Last week during Dussera I could almost see Pressman in place of Ravan(yeah ok I know thats totally immature but what the hell I am not a character from one of those daily soaps...I have my gray shades too!!).
Last week has not exhausted me only with huge reference books,I have been thinking over a lot of other things too. I wonder who decides the right and the wrong. Is it the mythological books or the Society? Well, in my case I decide the wrongs and the rights for my deeds. I belive that a person should be responsible enough to judge himself without bias. Your biggest judge is your own conscience. I have always lived by my rules and have (hopefully) been a good human being!! Now, however, there are certain things which I want to do which are wrong!! Why do I want to do them if they are not right? If I want to do them then who decides they are wrong!!
The only answer that I could figure was that "the baby cannot eat more than 2 chocolates because that will give him cavity in future!!" Damn, why cant God give us metal teeth!!! So I guess I am my own nanny and I have to stop myself from eating all the chocolates at a time! Maybe eating one each day will be more fun,maybe that will keep me waiting anxiously for tomorrow!
Though the whirlpool of thoughts inside me quickly changes its direction the rest of the world remains unaffected. People still shit on the Mahim railway tracks(disgusting,both them for doing it and me for mentioning it!!), the coffee in the canteen still tastes the same, mum still makes yummy strawberry shake, I still copy assignements etc etc.
Before I leave a word with my Gods. "Thank You for giving me a brain along with a heart! Thank You for loving me and pampering me and giving me the strength to think right. Thank You for making this beautiful world and giving me a chance to live it!! Though I have just one complaint,You could have given me metal teeth!!"
The last entire week has been full of memories, be it kicking a small pebble all the way from college to the station(though after all these efforts it fell in a gutter!!) or be it cursing Pressman(for all those pitiful souls who do not know him,he is an author of the most creative book on Software Engineering!!). Last week during Dussera I could almost see Pressman in place of Ravan(yeah ok I know thats totally immature but what the hell I am not a character from one of those daily soaps...I have my gray shades too!!).
Last week has not exhausted me only with huge reference books,I have been thinking over a lot of other things too. I wonder who decides the right and the wrong. Is it the mythological books or the Society? Well, in my case I decide the wrongs and the rights for my deeds. I belive that a person should be responsible enough to judge himself without bias. Your biggest judge is your own conscience. I have always lived by my rules and have (hopefully) been a good human being!! Now, however, there are certain things which I want to do which are wrong!! Why do I want to do them if they are not right? If I want to do them then who decides they are wrong!!
The only answer that I could figure was that "the baby cannot eat more than 2 chocolates because that will give him cavity in future!!" Damn, why cant God give us metal teeth!!! So I guess I am my own nanny and I have to stop myself from eating all the chocolates at a time! Maybe eating one each day will be more fun,maybe that will keep me waiting anxiously for tomorrow!
Though the whirlpool of thoughts inside me quickly changes its direction the rest of the world remains unaffected. People still shit on the Mahim railway tracks(disgusting,both them for doing it and me for mentioning it!!), the coffee in the canteen still tastes the same, mum still makes yummy strawberry shake, I still copy assignements etc etc.
Before I leave a word with my Gods. "Thank You for giving me a brain along with a heart! Thank You for loving me and pampering me and giving me the strength to think right. Thank You for making this beautiful world and giving me a chance to live it!! Though I have just one complaint,You could have given me metal teeth!!"
posted by Meghna Bhujwala at 6:24 AM
1 Comments:
hey.missed u here for the time u were away.but now i myself am so busy wid work n training that i havnt bn able to chk this space regularly.
im not too sure whether u like pressman or not,creative..absolutely but ravana?neway the mahim part wasnt disgusting till i read the rest of the para talking abt food.hav mercy!
i hav always believed in living by my own rules and questioning the "right & wrong" that "society" forces down our throat,so i was happy to hear those thoughts echoed in this post.
tc.kp blogging.
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