AAAAHHH.....

Sitting in the moonlight of the mock moon that probably shines brighter than the real one,and also switches on and off whenever we want it to,I sit before this lifeless machine that bears the brunt of my habbit to write!! Silently and helplessly the machine sits before me thanking its creator for not giving it a brain to decode the stuff that I write!

If you have sensed negetivity its only because I've lived through things like falling in the Quad and sliding down it and banging my head in the edge of the bed at night!! Life is totally edgy...AAAHHHHH!!!!

If you are already tired of those long sentences then you should probably not read any further!Long sentences are the characteristics of a pathetically tired brain in an illusion of hope!! I am the one who is totally tired! Tired of fat aunties(with even fatter bags) brushing me aside(without even noticing me!!!) in the trains. Tired of the pervertish men winking(and all those wierd expressions and words mummered by them that I have never understood!!) ...of the men sitting in a queue on Mahim railway tracks to shit early in the morning...of all the dust that has to go in my nose(as if others dont have any sensory organs!!)...of lectures that never happen...of practicals where we spend time sleeping on one anothers shoulders...of those M.E. profs who are pitifully dominating,of xeroxes from a variety of different classes(which dont even help learning anything!!)...of the songs that reside permanently in my Winamp playlist...of stars that never shine(and lazily sleep giving an excuse of pollution!!)...of birds that cant be heard chirping...of beaches that are nothing better than garbage collections...of the skies which turn black at nights (just when I need some colour in life!!)

I guess I should just go to bed!!